deactivate

anyway,

i deactivated twitter again.

i know that nobody cares anyway.

and this isn't said in a wistful manner,

maybe just a little sardonic ---

but mostly, just a matter-of-fact.

everyone's too busy to give two hoots anyway.

and i will forwardly admit that i am one of them too.

i'm trying hard to get accustomed to what i'm feeling these days,

i doubt i could take on a psychologist's job to counsel broken people.

these days,

i feel the overwhelming need to shut up too.

i feel like i have been making a scene,

and it is rather obvious that no one can be bothered to entertain my thoughts.

no one is amused,

and no one gives a shit.

but just to clear it up,

it is not that i am needy and am craving reassurance from people's responses,

but somehow,

i just feel like i've been making a fool of myself.

from various occurrences.

so, 

i guess i'm just taking a break,

picking up the remaining pieces of dignity i have

keep it in a nice little box,

all wrapped up and locked away.

however,

it's comforting though,

to know that i still have this little space over here,

to voice out my thoughts ---

knowing that it is almost safe.